Spinning in My (Living) Room:
Love Me - Collin Ray
Sometimes, what can save you can kill you instead.
I cant hear you. Are you still there ?
The year's almost over, yet there're so many things yet undone. Where has all that time gone ?
If only. If only.
Remember my post with the childishly scribbled pictures ?
Like the second picture shows, Hold my hand.
Thursday, December 29, 2005
From YunZhi:
- hey yo, sat's meeting and countdown party is confirmed. To meet at 6pm at Sheares Hall, NUS, Heng mui Keng Terrace Road. Dinner is at 8 for the camp participants.
I'm not coming as I will be overseas. Naomi will be coordinator for our team. Please call at 8205 5795 or email her for details. Thanks.
Merry Christmas & Happy New Year !
I wannnaaa goooo~~~!! *teary eyed*
Oh well.
Anyway, some girl called up, ogl for orientation. Ho hum.
- hey yo, sat's meeting and countdown party is confirmed. To meet at 6pm at Sheares Hall, NUS, Heng mui Keng Terrace Road. Dinner is at 8 for the camp participants.
I'm not coming as I will be overseas. Naomi will be coordinator for our team. Please call at 8205 5795 or email her for details. Thanks.
Merry Christmas & Happy New Year !
I wannnaaa goooo~~~!! *teary eyed*
Oh well.
Anyway, some girl called up, ogl for orientation. Ho hum.
Monday, December 26, 2005
Sunday, December 25, 2005
i believe.
Spinning in My Room:
Lost in Love - Air Supply
I rarely do QT. I usually do so only when i really feel a need to.
Tonight was one of those nights.
I guess like what Daniel mentioned before. When the whole world disappoints you, He wont.
Xionghai was busy with his Xmas concert. Lyon with his gatherings. Jovin's questions and request for answers werent much of a comfort too.
Snuggled into the lil' room and sat there. Blanked out as i always do when i feel alone.
Before i even realised, i started sobbing.
Just as unexpected as when i started crying, i began pouring out everything to Him.
I wont say i felt better. No. That would be a lie. I'm still confused. But i guess i did get some answers.
Yup. Some answers.
Sidenote. QuanQi and Rosalind's appeals didnt get through. Oh well. Guess i'll be stuck there alone now.
Might appeal for arts. Might. The science people give me weird vibes.
We'll see first though. Daddy has plans. Yup. I believe. We'll see.
Lost in Love - Air Supply
I rarely do QT. I usually do so only when i really feel a need to.
Tonight was one of those nights.
I guess like what Daniel mentioned before. When the whole world disappoints you, He wont.
Xionghai was busy with his Xmas concert. Lyon with his gatherings. Jovin's questions and request for answers werent much of a comfort too.
Snuggled into the lil' room and sat there. Blanked out as i always do when i feel alone.
Before i even realised, i started sobbing.
Just as unexpected as when i started crying, i began pouring out everything to Him.
I wont say i felt better. No. That would be a lie. I'm still confused. But i guess i did get some answers.
Yup. Some answers.
Sidenote. QuanQi and Rosalind's appeals didnt get through. Oh well. Guess i'll be stuck there alone now.
Might appeal for arts. Might. The science people give me weird vibes.
We'll see first though. Daddy has plans. Yup. I believe. We'll see.
Wednesday, December 21, 2005
=)
Today, i remembered why i love running into old friends.
Saw Suhaila and Evan. Brought an uber big grin to my sad sad week. Heehz. Much thanks.
Saw Suhaila and Evan. Brought an uber big grin to my sad sad week. Heehz. Much thanks.
Tuesday, December 20, 2005
hey. evan..
A tap on my head.
An arm around my shoulder.
A lil' word of encouragement.
But you're too busy to do that now ya ?
Dont apologise, there's no need to.
I know you're there.
You're always there.
An arm around my shoulder.
A lil' word of encouragement.
But you're too busy to do that now ya ?
Dont apologise, there's no need to.
I know you're there.
You're always there.
chrono
Spinning in My Room:
Haruka - Pierrot
Tried talking to Edmund, no use. Utterly weird.
Lyon brought some cheers, i mean, hey, it's lyon.
Hachi on the other hand made me feel uberly bad.
I really wanted to go to the reservoir tonight. Really badly. Just for a sight, a whiff and well, a lil' time to think and for things to sink in.
Life's spinning too fast. Hachi feels that i should stick to my word.
Appointments made are meant to be stuck to, not compromised and shifted around in a bid to try to please everyone.
Haruka - Pierrot
Tried talking to Edmund, no use. Utterly weird.
Lyon brought some cheers, i mean, hey, it's lyon.
Hachi on the other hand made me feel uberly bad.
I really wanted to go to the reservoir tonight. Really badly. Just for a sight, a whiff and well, a lil' time to think and for things to sink in.
Life's spinning too fast. Hachi feels that i should stick to my word.
Appointments made are meant to be stuck to, not compromised and shifted around in a bid to try to please everyone.
numb
KangLi's waiting for her turn to remove her wisdom tooth. Lol. One patient before her left.
So, as hectic as the day was supposed to be, i'm slacking my off day away. Sigh.
Maybe it's a good thing though, i really need to get my act together.
Quality stoning time. Heh.
Jogging later.
Maybe if God finally decides to give me a break today, it just might rain.
So, as hectic as the day was supposed to be, i'm slacking my off day away. Sigh.
Maybe it's a good thing though, i really need to get my act together.
Quality stoning time. Heh.
Jogging later.
Maybe if God finally decides to give me a break today, it just might rain.
Monday, December 19, 2005
Raining down.
I love the rain. Not the short showers. Not the drizzles. Neither am i talking about thunderstorms.
Sure i love them all but the one which i enjoy the most is a pourdown. Just tons and tons of water. Like huge and furious teardrops falling all at one.
I love the rain falling while i run. I love the feeling of it drenching me. The adrendeline numbs me while the rain cools me off. There's this effect where i just feel so alone and so free.
Met John last tuesday and as i was on the MRT home, i was thinking of going for a jog afterwards. Yet just as i alighted, i realised it has started raining.
Yup. Just as i liked it, a pourdown.
If only i reached home 10 minutes or so earlier.
Worst thing was that it was sunset as i was walking home. A very very beautiful one too. Clear sky. Heavy rain. Beautiful sunset.
If i was out there by then, i would most likely have jogged up siglap hill to watch the sunset like how i used to do when i feel upset.
During that period, the uphill jog always feels really tiring. But whenever i reach the top and sit there watching the sunset, everything feels like it's worth it.
On a sidenote, I just realised last week that siglap link does not end opposite victoria school, it stretches till St. Pats area. Maybe next wednesday when i'm free. Yea.. Clear that stretch.
If i'm lucky, it might just rain.
I love the rain.
Because no one knows when i cry.
Sure i love them all but the one which i enjoy the most is a pourdown. Just tons and tons of water. Like huge and furious teardrops falling all at one.
I love the rain falling while i run. I love the feeling of it drenching me. The adrendeline numbs me while the rain cools me off. There's this effect where i just feel so alone and so free.
Met John last tuesday and as i was on the MRT home, i was thinking of going for a jog afterwards. Yet just as i alighted, i realised it has started raining.
Yup. Just as i liked it, a pourdown.
If only i reached home 10 minutes or so earlier.
Worst thing was that it was sunset as i was walking home. A very very beautiful one too. Clear sky. Heavy rain. Beautiful sunset.
If i was out there by then, i would most likely have jogged up siglap hill to watch the sunset like how i used to do when i feel upset.
During that period, the uphill jog always feels really tiring. But whenever i reach the top and sit there watching the sunset, everything feels like it's worth it.
On a sidenote, I just realised last week that siglap link does not end opposite victoria school, it stretches till St. Pats area. Maybe next wednesday when i'm free. Yea.. Clear that stretch.
If i'm lucky, it might just rain.
I love the rain.
Because no one knows when i cry.
Saturday, December 17, 2005
Monday, December 12, 2005
Agris !!
Why ???
Argh. I've been staying on due to you and now you tell me you're leaving ? *faints*
Hachi is so not gonna be happy when i drop out too.
Argh. I've been staying on due to you and now you tell me you're leaving ? *faints*
Hachi is so not gonna be happy when i drop out too.
Sunday, December 11, 2005
Saturday, December 10, 2005
Atlantis Temple
Note to self.
Finish Atlantis Temple.
I wonder if there's something wrong with the ibook, i cant seem to get to the stairs no matter now i click. Urgh.
http://www.flashempire.com/theater/play.php?id=12754
Finish Atlantis Temple.
I wonder if there's something wrong with the ibook, i cant seem to get to the stairs no matter now i click. Urgh.
http://www.flashempire.com/theater/play.php?id=12754
puzzled
Cleared the A&C series - The Office, The House, The Museum and The Casino.
Anyway, try this, The Machine, not a escape game but is rather kewl too: http://media.k10k.net/issues/issue077/the_machine.html
So issues bugging me lately. But no, unlike how Alvin views it, saying LS is an over exageration.
Btw, sake is really different. Where has it been all my years ? Sigh.
Two choices, speak up or walk on.
Anyway, try this, The Machine, not a escape game but is rather kewl too: http://media.k10k.net/issues/issue077/the_machine.html
So issues bugging me lately. But no, unlike how Alvin views it, saying LS is an over exageration.
Btw, sake is really different. Where has it been all my years ? Sigh.
Thursday, December 08, 2005
bah
Played crimison room, viridian room, blue chamber and submachine just now. Took the longest for viridian room. Stupid key wouldnt fall at first. Took me 15 minutes to clear. Bah.
Uber boredom. Yes i didnt go for the gathering today. Long story.
Anyway, searching for more room escape games later. Toodles.
Uber boredom. Yes i didnt go for the gathering today. Long story.
Anyway, searching for more room escape games later. Toodles.
Sunday, December 04, 2005
Book Crossing
Mum actually forgot that I owe the entire Narina series and went to buy a new set at the whim of my youngest sister.
Think I'll go release my set. Sigh. It's a waste to hog good books.
Popping by marine parade later to get a new box so i can stuff my comics in it. That way, my drawers can finally be emptied for my clothes.
My wardrobe is sooo stuffed. =/
Think I'll go release my set. Sigh. It's a waste to hog good books.
Popping by marine parade later to get a new box so i can stuff my comics in it. That way, my drawers can finally be emptied for my clothes.
My wardrobe is sooo stuffed. =/
Saturday, December 03, 2005
..
I totally forgot next wednesday is 7th December and agreed to meet John that day. Thankfully, KaiLin was able to push our date back till 27th. Yayness. Anyway, so on 27th, we shall be donating blood together ! Then going to orchard for lunch and movie before popping to my place. Uber fun i expect.
Anyway, i really dont understand why people try to squeeze all events into these 2 weeks (this week and next week), leaving dates afterwhich deadly idle. Precise reason why KaiLin was able to make it. Hmm.. Maybe i can get Johnny boy to meet me again during late december. I'm planning to get him to go thru' POA stuff with me. Decided to take the upcoming intermediate accounting paper aka book-keeping (It's in June'06 i think).
All hail Shuyun !
What nonsense.
Must be the alcohol. Too long since i last drank. Feeling goggy. Bah.
Anyway, i really dont understand why people try to squeeze all events into these 2 weeks (this week and next week), leaving dates afterwhich deadly idle. Precise reason why KaiLin was able to make it. Hmm.. Maybe i can get Johnny boy to meet me again during late december. I'm planning to get him to go thru' POA stuff with me. Decided to take the upcoming intermediate accounting paper aka book-keeping (It's in June'06 i think).
All hail Shuyun !
What nonsense.
Must be the alcohol. Too long since i last drank. Feeling goggy. Bah.
Friday, December 02, 2005
YOU are my belayer
I want "Twilight" but am somewhat reluctant to get it knowing that:
1. It's the last book
2. Paul and Suze did not end up together. =(
Oh well.
Anyway, somehow this line popped into my mind moments back.
Am i on belay ?
Those who watched us climb before should know, this is one of the terms we use.
On a side note, prom's tonight. After bash plans not confirmed yet, so not sure if i'll be meeting them later or something. If it interests me enough, might dig josh out to join them.
Not really good mood, as you can probably tell, must be the cramps. Ouch. Shall go watch advent's children for the 1746645629834768 time. Weeeee. Kadaj. =)
belay on.
1. It's the last book
2. Paul and Suze did not end up together. =(
Oh well.
Anyway, somehow this line popped into my mind moments back.
Am i on belay ?
Those who watched us climb before should know, this is one of the terms we use.
On a side note, prom's tonight. After bash plans not confirmed yet, so not sure if i'll be meeting them later or something. If it interests me enough, might dig josh out to join them.
Not really good mood, as you can probably tell, must be the cramps. Ouch. Shall go watch advent's children for the 1746645629834768 time. Weeeee. Kadaj. =)
belay on.
nil
Continued flipping through stuff and well, stumbled across some old letters. Both letters that i've perviously received from people and letters that i did not manage to muster up enough courage to send out.
Re-reading letters always make me feel sad. Bah.
Oh well. As the Thoreau vein goes, "you must live in the present, launch yourself on every wave, find your eternity in each moment."
History. Dominating, haunting, scaring.
When you play with fire,
it burns.
Re-reading letters always make me feel sad. Bah.
Oh well. As the Thoreau vein goes, "you must live in the present, launch yourself on every wave, find your eternity in each moment."
History. Dominating, haunting, scaring.
When you play with fire,
it burns.
Thursday, December 01, 2005
Hmm.. I was flipping through some old files when i found this. Remember this Evan ? Hahaha. Corny.
Within you, I lose myself;
Without you, I find myself,
Searching to be lost again…
I still cant believe you used something this sappy on her then. Urgh.
Anyway, mum wants me to get a job. So, if you've any deals, remember to tell me dearies.
Without you, I find myself,
Searching to be lost again…
I still cant believe you used something this sappy on her then. Urgh.
Anyway, mum wants me to get a job. So, if you've any deals, remember to tell me dearies.
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